My First Car - I will miss you

Writing for my car, my first love, the night before giving her away.

She taught me how to drive, she helped me discover myself, made me realise the love for driving in me. Moreover, she was my big buy as soon as I started working.

I am just glad she is going to a person whom I don't know because I don't think I can deal with the fact that someone else is driving her now and I would always feel, she is not being taken care of properly, not that I did anything great in particular , but still..

More than that, I think that I am betraying her. I feel as if she says, "In spite of you not taking good care of me, I have always been a good gal and carried you around without giving any problems and now you are giving me away?"

The reason its hurting me so much is because, she hardly gave me any trouble in 5 yrs. I am not someone who is finicky and time bound about car servicing, in fact I am the opposite kind, but still! she never gave up on me.

Also, I think, she brought along with her, a lot of good luck for me.

And now, To the car which will soon enter my life, there are a lot of expectations riding on you! no matter how much power/torque/displacement you boast about as compared to my gud old Santro, you have to win my heart!

We(my husband and I) had been postponing our plan to buy me a new car because the idea of giving away this one was difficult.
After almost an year, we have come to this point that I am just a day away from giving my car away.

I know it sounds all too freakish!!! but I cant help it! :(

My hubby and frnds tell me, its just momentary and I will forget everything and rejoice when I see new car.
Well, for now, I don't have any anxiety of new car. Hope it changes when I get it finally.

Finally playing the song that I love listening to the most when am with My First Car 


"Take It Easy"

Well, I'm running down the road
tryin' to loosen my load
I've got seven women on
my mind,
Four that wanna own me,
Two that wanna stone me,
One says she's a friend of mine
Take It easy, take it easy
Don't let the sound of your own wheels
drive you crazy
Lighten up while you still can
don't even try to understand
Just find a place to make your stand
and take it easy
Well, I'm a standing on a corner
in Winslow, Arizona
and such a fine sight to see
It's a girl, my Lord, in a flatbed
Ford slowin' down to take a look at me
Come on, baby, don't say maybe
I gotta know if your sweet love is
gonna save me
We may lose and we may win though
we will never be here again
so open up, I'm climbin' in,
so take it easy
Well I'm running down the road trying to loosen
my load, got a world of trouble on my mind
lookin' for a lover who won't blow my
cover, she's so hard to find
Take it easy, take it easy
don't let the sound of your own
wheels make you crazy
come on baby, don't say maybe
I gotta know if your sweet love is
gonna save me, oh oh oh
Oh we got it easy
We oughta take it easy